i just found out my grandfather passed away

i don't know how to feel i just i was there and he was so strong and now i mean after a while he started getting weak and and now he's gone he's just gone it hurts and and i just i just i wish i wish he didn't have to suffer and oh my heart i felt it the ache when when i found out i felt it the pain it hurts it hurts and i'm writing because because i can't i just i want to say something but i don't know how i just i wish i wish i wish he's okay now and he's in a better place because that's that's all i ask for for all his pain to go away for all the suffering to end and for him to be happy and to be okay now that he's with my grandmother and no one can say anything bad anymore about him even though i knew that he's a good man i just wanna say that i love you tatay and thank you thank you so much for everything for taking care of me when i was little for everything i love you so much i love you so much and just say hello to nanay for me okay i love you