It was just always my responsibility, you know?

It’s like I had one job… I had one job… and I screwed it up. 

I blew it. 

And for that, I’m sorry.

I guess that’s what I do. 

I let down the people I love. 

I let everybody down. 

How can I? 

How am I supposed to live with that? 

What am I supposed to do?

God. 

What am I supposed to do?"