2013

hello, blog.

i can't believe time flew by so fast. it's 2013 now. it's unbelievable. i don't like how everything's happening so fast. i don't want to think about the future yet, nor do i want to remind myself what the future will consist of. i hate it. i don't want to grow up. i know it's inevitable because it's going to eventually happen, but please, can someone find a way to slow it down? we're moving in such a fast pace it's making me nauseous.

i'm graduating soon, and even if the thought of high school being over kind of makes me feel happy, it doesn't at the same time. i'll miss it. i had fun. so much fun. it was all worth it, you know? my mom was right. she always is. i'm afraid of standing on stage, accepting my scroll and then getting that sudden realization that this is it. this is the last day of high school. i don't want to cry. i don't want to leave just yet.

slow down, life. give me more time.