what's annoying is the fact that your friends think they can just shrug off your feelings as if it means nothing and just treat it as a joke. i hate how it's so easy for them to ignore me, when i can't even do that, and even if i do, i would feel guilty about it and apologize immediately, but they just go with it until the end and pretend to apologize and tell it off as a joke! what kind of friends are they? how can they fucking have the guts to do that? they may be joking, but it's gotten to the point where i just wanna yell out my frustration and cry. how dare they?